I know this is going to sound insane if someone actually reads this…
I need to get it out though.
Someday I’ll get rich and have them scan my brain. I’d be shocked if “they” don’t find a serious anomaly. I get so fucking ecstatic it doesn’t make sense.
I somewhat routinely reach a near-MDMA-state while just relaxing on the couch. I’m almost always caffeinated but nothing else when feeling like this.
IDK. I kind of hope no one reads this.. but if someday “they” find an anomaly, then I can say I called it and back it up ha ha ha.